Madooo ... We also wanted the heat of summer ... in May! I can not stand the ideological extremism, much less on climate! It 'a long time that I try an acceptable balance of life without results worthy of note. Some people had to go with one foot above the likely to understand that his fears were not entirely unfounded, and unfortunately we went there who was without fault. More details. When you accumulate for too long (really long time!), After too unpleasant facts to be remembered, after the guilt for something they can no longer put a piece, after having suffered a difficult position, tight, irritating, frustrating, unsatisfactory, we reach a limit unknown. We must touch it to understand that the "probable" is just around the corner and not miles away. When it happens, dangerously, the ability to control it vaporizes. This requires that you ethics, everything you suggested respect for someone who loves you so you can count to one hundred before you open your mouth, with the inevitable clash is going to happen. You can not do anything to change events. It 's a volcano erupting, a pressure cooker exploding. An explosion of mixed emotions, a storm of thoughts that do not control, and while you are crowded in head one after another at incredible speeds, you're still not repenting of what you cried. The throat hurts as you've already cried not to hear another word from anyone else. I do not vomit any more and the world with a fury that you would never assigned as a tornado and take away everything that is on the road of your claims! When you reach that limit, a moment before, any wrong word, vaguely sarcastic, of rebuke, a word that maybe it is not free but you seems, is a spark in a chamber saturated with gas. Then the rest of madness, sorrow and fear for being on the edge, hanging from a railing to twenty meters high. Really a step beyond the limit of no return. You can apologize, chase and take her by the arm who's giving up your single moment out of control, perhaps for being too controlled throughout life, but something broke. You've been holding out until you could not break that thing, but in a moment of lucidity before the vent on the reality of a total reasons given, the only one, at that moment gives you a pat on the shoulder: If those of you not face the problem of hurt you can not keep never swear potentially harmful, why should you? And 'as inevitable and even sudden that overwhelms you that you can not control it, crushes you, it passes over your being and your dignity. And then? Alright? Vent and away? Maybe! Do not go so soon. It does not take a day or even in a week. But when the fear of arriving with your legs and your will to that threshold and have also opened the door, he calms down and gives way to reason about what has happened, you see many things that you did not see either. It 's true, if you're lucky, the reason resumed its place, if not ... And it is the memory of the panic experienced in the doorway to give you a sense of everything. When you see the flames for that split second and you can not fall into it, all you see is given after it was appreciated as a beautiful and irreplaceable gift. E 'life years and deteriorated. You have reached the bottom. You will be healed or is it a distraction?
